I love you boo. *blows kisses to his hubby*
I LITERALLY SCREAMED WHEN THIS HAPPENED!
I had, like, a 4 hour fangirling moment.
arguments are invalid
In Which I B*tch About Everything and Probably Cry Too
So I’ve endured weeks of doctors visits, blood tests, and extensive research and at the end everything came back qoute-on-qoute “Stone-cold normal.”
My Vitamin D (the sunlight vitamin)is low which at first, after research, I thought could be the answer to my worst symptoms. I wondered why no doctor ever took one look at how white I am (something EVERYONE comments on) and heard that I’ve been a vegetarian since about the same time this all started and suggested this.
But then I met with my doctor and she said it was only “a little low” and addressing it wouldn’t fix my problems. She suggests that I’m majorly depressed and should get some “serious psychosomatic therapy”
Her suggestion to me was to “Find a purpose” I tried to explain to her that I had plenty of purpose but it got lost as I chocked up from being so frustrated and upset.
And then there’s my braces. The other day my hand somehow slipped while brushing and slammed my check against them and it got all cut up and bled and I had a bit of a breakdown because I want them off so bad.
My first orthodontist screwed me over for 3+ years, made everything worse. All I had was a gap issue and now I would need surgery to ever “completely” fix my bite. I’ve spent almost 2 years at my current orthodontist and he’s still not done fixing the other guys mess.
The worst part is we had finished paying for my braces at the first guy before I left. All that money just gone. I want to sue him.
And then there’s the fucking mortgage company. Our house is in foreclosure because they won’t refinance. My mom works a government job where they haven’t had raises or bonuses in years and don’t get paid for overtime. She takes care of 3 teenagers, braces, school expenses, nearly weekly doctor visits and more by her self. While my fucking dead beat “dad” who owes a butt-load in years of unpaid child support supposedly moved to Pueto Rico or someshit. So now my mom has to pay lawyer fees to continue fighting with him AND the mortgage company who doesn’t want to cooperate with anyone.
The worst part about all of this is I have to wait another year to go to college. I haven’t said anything to anyone, I’m not going to make it official until this coming Wednesday. I just can’t do it, there’s too many issues. All these things need to be sorted out so I can breathe and concentrate once I’m there.
God does everything suck. It gets harder and harder not to lose faith in humanity when people are not just refusing to help you, but outright working against you. And it’s not just these things I’ve mentioned, it’s everything. Sometimes I feel like everyone I’ve encountered along my life thus far, from grandparents to school officials, have made things harder for me in one way or another.
I just don’t even know what to do anymore.
ARE YOU SEEING WHAT I’M SEEING?
THAT KISS WAS COMPLETELY NOT DIRECTED AT EMILY RIGHT?
OMG
OMG
OH MY GOD.
you guys, I really can’t
So I saw the 2 hour Criminal Minds season finale tonight and had to get on tumblr.
That episode was absolute perfection.
Prepare for the CM re-blogging
Watching my first ever episode of Skins UK and screaming and dying it’s so hilarious
btw I’m gonna be off tumblr for probably a couple more weeks,
I need to get money for school, no distractions :/
#totally not having a moment #not screaming either #okay so it’s not the best video ever #but who really cares #why do men and girly pop songs go so good together #the part where Hotch starts taking off his clothes #Spencer looks terrified #aslglakjffsgh
Sherlock: John, erm… I think you should know that I consider myself married to my work, and while I’m flattered by your interest, I’m really not looking for any…
John: No. I’m… not asking. No. I’m just saying, it’s all fine.
Sherlock: Good. Thank you.
Conclusion: If Sherlock wasn’t married to his work he’d gladly go out with John cause he’s totally gay.
Yep. Case Closed.
